lovelife? HA!
My horoscope says I'll have more luck in love with a foreign person. Not that i'm that interested in that sorta thing (I mean the horoscope thing.) but it sounds plausable. There is a problem with that, though. At least for me. I've always longed for stuff like physical touches, and things along those lines. Things like hand holding (lewd!!) but with a long distance relationship, that is just something that isn't possible. Unless you really commit and buy a plane ticket. And i hate that. Well, i don't nessicarily hate it, it's more like, i need to know the person beforehand. I need to have talked to them for at least a year on a face to face discord call. I need to have known them from the top to the bottom. Maybe that is why until now i've had difficulty dating in the first place. But can you blame me? I just don't feel comfortable with rushing things so fast. It quite liturally makes me naucious. I wish things were different. Sometimes i doubt myself